Thinking

I was in the gym alone today. I had plenty of time because my darling was having her exam in school. Instead of waiting her in the campus, I decided to go gym. I haven't been to the gym for at least 2 days. When I got there, the semangat (spirit) ain't really there. Warmed up a bit, and started some strength workout.

There, I started observing the peoples around me. There's quite a few guys with really amazing upper body. Some people there are really semangat at gym. They cheong until I feel like "Damn, I should have tried harder." Sure the weight that I carry isn't that heavy but I am pretty sure I know what I'm doing and I will be more determined.

I started feeling that my determination isn't that strong. I tend to aim a lot of target but I have failed countless times but I still continue to aim and try. What's stopping me? Thinking and thinking, I finally feel that I get lazy too easily and I give up way to easily. Actually I feel really blessed to hit the gym today because that kind of situation makes me started thinking. Those people are my motivation when it comes to gym. I'm pretty sure I can find other motivation for my other aims.

Right now, there's only a few things that I wish to fulfill and succeed as a student or I should say as a young adult. I haven't planned about going to work for money. The reasons are simple - I can live with the allowance I'm having, I can live my life without being materialistic, and I have lots of other things I want to learn and do.

Let's see what I can achieve during this holiday.

A Rainy Day

It's a rainy day...

My feeling is exactly like the weather right now.