An Aim

It was a hectic week, I'm not kidding and I'm not exaggerating.

I feel lost and lazy when I don't have an aim, it's like I wanna' sleep whole day, spending my time on the couch like a couch potato watching movies, listening to music. That's something I wanna' avoid because I'm tooo busy to be lazy.

Few nights back, I wasn't able to sleep well so I was on my bed thinking about something to accomplished, something not that hard, something useful to myself, something comfortable, something cool. And there's this thought of cleaning an isolated room, a room filled with trash, filled with books, filled with dust, and old furnitures. I wanna' clean it, decorate it, rearrange it into a bedroom and a working room.

Yes, I need a working room and a bedroom. I'm now doing my work in my living room which is not a good thing because it can't get too messy and there's no personal space.

Now thinking is the first step and there comes the money, where can I get that amount of money to start working. I needa' install an aircond in that room, needa' improve the lightings, wanna' repaint if possible. Thinking about it, it gets me goes excited.

I will be having a 4 months holiday from May, I always wanted to work part time for some savings but I will have sacrifice going to gym. So right now, I needa' replan. If I can get a job, without compromising my gym routine that would be better. If not, I'll just probably stick back with hitting the gym or something.

Tell me, am I dreaming too much or what?